Some boys are sleeping, some boys are sleeping alone,
Cause there’s no one that’s keeping them warm through evening,
They know that they’re on their own.
The Real Alpha Pack » Derek Hale
You don’t trust me. I don’t trust you. But you need me to survive, which is why you are not letting me go.
Screaming in the dark, I howl when we’re apart
Drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart
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Remember the last time Derek asked for help?
How about the last time he looked a family member in the eye?
I just have to wonder how much one person can take. Wasn’t it enough to lose his family? Wasn’t it enough to feel like he was the one to blame? Wasn’t it enough to lose his sister?
No? Then when’s it going to be enough?
I can’t imagine how tired he is. Tired of being betrayed and disappointed, of being hunted and demonized and treated like a monster. Tired of sleeping in a place that isn’t his home because someone had to take that away from him, too. Tired of trying to do the right thing or doing it the wrong way or not knowing which is which anymore. Tired of not having anyone to turn to, tired of not being able to let his walls down for one minute because he can’t afford to let anyone get close to him again. Tired of being alone.
Because he is. Derek is so completely alone.
That breaks my heart more than anything else.